ahhh! finally my dreadful event ended! ASSESSMENT!!
phew! thankful for Velda accompany me to pull through this week, emotionally:)
Didnt wna go for assessment, but ended up there.
Omfg, it' so depressing cos everyone's work is amazing..
And me? Fucked up. Guess i haven got used to this yet.
This term is a slap on my face. I swear i wont let my mistakes repeat!
Maybe next week, i'll be told to go for resubmittion next year, &i'll use my hols wisely.
Went back to school @ 5, to collect my work.
When i saw that my Drawing sketchbook is taken for exhibition...
i went" OMFG, is this serious??? My sketchbook is almost naked! "
HAHAH, maybe Dahlia choose my book... She's the only one who appreciates it no matter how fucking ugly it is. Next sem im not gna let her down and go for every drawing lessons, do research before which class and do my independent work(:
Fucking swear that i'll pull my grades up again!
Dont know how much i've been struggling w myself whether to give up my year, drop out, whatever shit that wastes time.
Now, "i see red flag".
Ohwells, i need to prove myself worthy instead of useless crap..
On the other note, i suck in handling all those shits.
Maybe i shouldnt think so much.
But... it kinda of overwhelm me too much..
It's beginning to overtake me.
i think i should put a fullstop to it [ . ]
